We were engaged and I didn’t say it over the phone because I wanted to say it to him in person and he wouldn’t make plans to see me unless I said it to him. Catch 22 . I don’t think I’m going to love anybody else after this. I’ve loved him all along but I was frozen, he of all ppl should understand that. Now I want to tell him and it’s too late although he hasn’t blocked my email or social media so who knows. He did say he would be changing his number. I feel like someone told him I’m the one with the pd and he should go no contact with me. I hear he thinks I’m very unhealthy and disturbed. It’s really [emoji22]