I'm sorry you have struggling. Here are links to 9 articles, from PC's archives, that hopefully may be of some help:

Understanding and Using the Thoughts and Feelings After Divorce | Healing Together for Couples

How To Deal With Depression After Divorce: 5 Actionable Tips

5 Helpful Ways to Cope With Post-Divorce Depression

What to Do When You Feel Lost After Divorce

How to Forgive Yourself after Divorce

https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...dium=popular17

https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...dium=popular17

https://pro.psychcentral.com/exhaust...-like-a-death/

https://psychcentral.com/holidays/

And then in terms of 1:1 on-line support, have you considered signing in either to The Haven or to the 7 Cups website? Here's a link to the Haven's forum here on PC as well as a link to the 7 Cups website:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/the-haven/

https://www.7cups.com/