[emoji23] there was nothing wrong with me, I don’t have paranoia or mixed moods. I was frozen . It wasn’t an unforgivable sin. He had been trying to discard me since dec last year . I simply don’t understand why he just didn’t get rid of me. You shouldn’t turn off your phone if someone doesn’t say I love you. He wasn’t even answering. It would go straight to voice mail and then I’d get a voice mail. The fact I was trying to make plans to see him intimated I cared. I’m not going to get into a finger pointing game so I’m going to hold my peace. The fact that I was still trying to communicate with him meant something. It meant I hadn’t given up and was still trying. That says I love you loud and clear.