Did you send that ladybug? (A ladybug showed up in my office this morning. I don't even know how it got inside!)

It scared me for a second. I'm afraid of bugs, and at first I thought it was a wasp. I didn't realize they had such big wings. The wings are normally folded inside, I guess.

But as soon as I saw that it was a ladybug, I knew it was from you.

Are you letting me know you like the flowers? Are you telling me you're still with me?

Lately, I have been feeling like I'm losing you. I don't feel your presence as much as I used to. And that scares me. That scares me more than anything else.

So thank you for sending me a sign. I love you so much.

P.S. I took the ladybug outside because I didn't think it could survive inside my office. There is no food here. I don't know what ladybugs eat, but it's probably not paper. Paper is all I have here. And I was also afraid I'd accidentally crush it beneath a pile of paper. It was a very friendly ladybug. Perched on my finger as I took it outside.

I kinda wished I could keep it as a pet, but it would probably just die. So I set it free.