When I daydream about the objects in a positive way and take care of them there's usually nobody else there. If there is then there's no real reaction. I might try to force myself to have more daydreams where I treat the object properly, and put some other people in there and try to see what reactions I can come up with for them.

If I could have this current obsession object, I definitely wouldn't abuse it. But, on another forum I'm on, I know there is someone on there that likes them, so I would probably post "lies" about me abusing it on there. I assume I'd get a reaction from them, and maybe some other people. Thing is I could do that now without it, if I lie about destroying it, I could lie about having one? I could but that just doesn't feel right, I don't think that would work.

It's so weird.