I'm so sorry. I had a T terminate me at one point, because after a year he realized that he wasn't able to help with my issues (I got the whole "it would be unethical for me to continue seeing you" speech - which just felt absolutely insane to me.)

It was really hard, even though I wasn't that attached! Stirred up lots of abandonment feelings, and feelings like I was "too much" (which I still struggle with).

I was lucky, I was on my way to grad school - so was starting a new, busy life. I focused on that.

I've tried other therapists, but still haven't found any that really click with me. I'm not sure what I'm going to do at this point... it's really frustrating.

Did you have a final session? Were you able to talk to them about how this feels? For some people, that seems to help - to be able to express the anger, disappointment, sadness, and whatever else you're feeling and to get some closure, maybe?

*hugs*