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Originally Posted by leomama
Ok but how is beating yourself up going to help? I lost my primary relationship and it would be really easy for me to blame myself but how is that going to help me? You see what I am saying?
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I don't know I just feel this dread in my body whenever I am reminded how much of a failure I am. My psychiatrist and internist and the other doctor I used to visit as well as my opthalmologist all said I am clear cut for socializing/driving/hanging out with friends/meeting new people/and even getting a doctorate but the problem is my parents are mentally ill and they're just impossible to deal with. They did and still do restrict my social interactions.