What a disaster this afternoon was. I worked myself about the cancelled session on the 7 th jan so i texted T to see if we could have brief chat he rang, i did not expect him to, i had to ring him back i freeze and panick on the phone so the whole thing was a bit garbled and in the the end i got annoyed and hung up. I hope he doesnt think i was mad at him. I just didnt ge the message that the session was cancelled even though iitook the phone call kast week. Why cant my brain just work right for a while.