She did. And then we talked on the phone a little while ago again. She assured me that while yesterday she was not happy with me, that she’s not still mad at me, that she and exT don’t think less of me as a person, and that I didn’t do anything that can’t be undone in my spiral, and so the best thing that I can do is move on. She said that she knows that I needed this “kick in the [butt],” but that next time I need to go about it in a different way.

Honestly, even though we kinda had a small rupture over this, I feel better now and like she cares about me. She even said she cares a lot about me, and that’s why she was angry with me that I was self-sabatoging. So overall, I think in a weird way, this strengthened our relationship.