I'm so sorry you're struggling, leomama I understand you're feeling hurt. But it doesn't sound like he respected you that much. Either way, it's over now and it doesn't seem like he will be coming back... I'm sorry. Perhaps it's just time to move on. Life isn't over yet and you deserve someone who loves and respects you. While you wait, just try to take care of yourself. You're a wonderful person and you're worth it. Also remember that we're here for you. Feel free to share and vent here. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this