I wonder if the holidays are not healthy.
I have had some beautiful holidays...but also a lot of very sad or crazy holidays.
Guess because I feel depressed I am remembering a lot of bad holidays.
You know those holidays...where someone gets drunk and ruins it for everyone.
The saddest was...someone I knew...their Christmas tree caught fire and they died in the fire.
Don't remember the details. Just that it was so awful.
I just want to skip to...the new year.
Meanwhile I am going to go mail my packages today and I think go out for lunch.