That’s the problem! I have gotten into a habit I cant get out off. I don’t study. I just cant anymore. Like I fail the nonconsequential tests, tests that don’t affect my yearly report but I pass in the annual exams. Every person who meets me tells me that if I score as much without studying a word, I can do so much more. Apparently I have a lot of potential, but I can seem to tap it because I’m not a go getter. Sometimes i feel I’m just lazy, but sometimes I don’t understand... anything. I cant figure out why I am not like my peers academically.