I'm sorry this has adversely affected your health. When I went through periods of not eating I passed out a few times. I know it can be scary when we don't know what's happening to us. I didn't see doctors at all back then but now it takes me a lot to go to one. Yet, I am starting to see them again. I hope you will get yourself checked out by a doctor. Then you will know how your health is and maybe what you can do to get better.