I am probably alone in my thinking however I personally wouldn't go back and undo anything in my life.

I've learned some hard lessons about myself and others over the years, however I'm in a good place right now and the sequence of events over my lifetime has taken to to this exact moment in time.

I feel like my life was already paved and no matter what steps I personally took, it brought me to where I'm destined to be.

We all have a specific path and often we have to go through tough times in order to reach, teach and learn. No one is exempt of failure and flaws, it doesn't matter where you live or how you live, we all will go through things that is continuously and constantly changing and evolving for our personal growth.

Getting closer to God and what we need to become more tolerant, compassionate and loving is hopefully at the end of our rainbow. We will take different routes and paths to get where we need to be .

For ppl like myself and I know there are millions, we choose a challenging and difficult path. I have so much respect and admiration for ppl who live their lives always jumping through hoops and overcoming obstacles that most ppl would crumble and perhaps even take their own lives rather than being their own hero while becoming warriors.

I truely believe the strongest and wisest people on earth are those who are struggling while teaching valuable lessons to others. They are teachers, wise and Intuitive people that often are the most misunderstood and likely not v popular. It takes a strong Independent wise person to help others while sinking in their own ship. Old souls attract old souls, the teachers, healers and earth angels of the universe. The ones who give of themselves and their lives to make sure others have everything even if it means them having nothing.

That said " nothing " in these situations actually mean having everything. V few ppl live a life of experiences that because of themselves, people around them feel safer, confident, happy and joy, all because one unselfish individual put themselves last in order to make sure another is living their best life and feeling pure joy.

It takes all types of people to make the world a better place however like Santa's elves there are those special humans who have chosen a life of major challenges in order for others to never feel these experiences.

Warriors, angels, Gods soldiers, whatever you want to call them, they are my people and it is bc of how my life has transformed and transpired from the day I was born could I have been blessed as one of Gods teachers and helper. I'm here on earth for a reason and knowing the reason makes challenges and tough days so much easier.