I'm so bipolar that I got into a fight with 2 men recently. I'm on medication and I'm going to na meetings but I don't agree with their program. I feel I've gotten worse in na. My drug use was halted before na. I have no lasting relationships and nobody really likes me. I try to ignore this but the more I hear about the program and the lash of not working "the steps" the more I want to retaliate. I'm a college Student that does enough reading so I'm not interested in reading anymore na literature either.

Any suggestions?