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Oh Kathy, I am so terribly sorry that you experienced all of that. And I am so sorry that you lost your son. I don't think there is anything I could ever say to make you feel better...but I want you to know that I am sending peace and safe love and hope to you.

Would you ever consider therapy? Of course it cannot erase your suffering but maybe it could provide support?

Here's a from a safe distance for you.