Scarlet, I am so so sorry. This is so unfair, especially given what you've been struggling with. Your T must know that it is going to be triggering and desolating for you to hear this? Given everything, maybe this is a time to find proactively a new T or to try out a few different styles of therapist, so at least you have the option not to face the baby stuff? I am so sorry. That is really a hard one. I doubt she wants to get rid of you, but she is going to be baby-absorbed maybe. I found a T2 last year during a really stressful impasse with my adored T. We resolved it, but I kept T2 , a sweet, easy, supportive, love bomb T so much different from my strict main one. I find comfort in t2, even though I don't do the same level of work.