yep.... holiday letdown

I'm sat here 2 days after christmas day, wondering howe I ended up with a music box and some perfume which I don't even like

high expectations... none of them met

should have known really

and now everything is so normal.

not in a good way either.

this stretch of emptyness between christmas and new year is the absolute worst

.... I need to take my decorations down too

at some point..