No years do nothing to me either. I don't know why I celebrate and what I celebrate.
They are indeed a bumer because everything stays the same and there is little chance of improvement. There it comes a bad year, similar to the one that went away. Thanks no thanks.
I made my usualy happy face I evoque my nostalgic persona, but I mostly feel worry and fakeness, with a grain of sadness. And I even try to dance and show my relatives I care about them. But those happy new years feel like fake and come from a tired empty soul. A dizzy body with a headache.
I barely feel happy, and not on new year for sure.