I'm always telling T how after about 10mins, who evers company I'm in. Be it friends of family. I felt so intensely uncomfortable thst I want turn to go.
I hate feeling like this. Especially with close family.
T Said, that's to be expected. As most if your abuse happened within close family it makes sense you feel this way.
I said "I wonder if I'd feel this, way with you if we were in another setting?"
T said, "you would, because our relationship wouldn't be like it is in session. As intense."