most of my family were emotionless, so it was often difficult to tell what they were thinking or how they felt.

I could win an award or get hurt in a car accident and it would still be the same reaction.... oh.

I remember one year though my mom left me in the house with a wasp (in the same room).

now she knew I was alergic to them and she knew I went in to shock if they stung me

well when she got back I was cowering in the corner really fritened.

and I remember she found that funny, hilarious, in fact

the fact that their was a wasp this close to making me ill caused her great joy.