I think they just wanted me to leave

which i understand. I have a lot of problems i know.
And its hard to watch any one hurt. Much less family. Or friends.
But instead of doing it this way and making my life worse, why not just talk to me and tell me its time i leave instead of making me feel awful and cutting me deep and making it all seem like my fault

people are so selfish, to hurt someone hurting just to spare their own feelings

im sick of being a patient understanding guy; sick of the 2 faced double standard hypocritical ********...