I didn't realize this earlier, at least not its importance. I have rusty social skills. I cannot connect with people normally. People avoid me. They feel uncomfortable around me. I am anxious and have low self-esteem, and don't leave good impressions when I talk. It's doesn't matter how smart I am, or how many degrees I have. All of this don't matter. Social skills are very important in life. We are called social animals, and we thrive on socializing. Even professionally, without social skills, you cannot get what you want. That's why I am at the bottom socially and professionally, and I feel depressed about it. I wish I knew this and spend more time trying to socialize. Now it's too late to make mistakes and learn from them.