But yeah, I'll still consider her advice about the ADHD drugs only because I need every advantage I can get for what comes next. I need to keep my head on straight and I need to be ready for anything.
I will build myself a life where I can be happy and free even if I must claw myself up from the very pits of hell. I will never be free otherwise. No price is too great for victory.
I will be denied no longer.