Had a dream about you last night. I was in a house that I know wasnt really your house but in the dream it was. It was after your death and I was going through all the rooms looking for you but knowing you weren't there. It was very safe and soothing. The last room was my mom's room. I was confused and then woke up. Trying to figure out if there is a meaning. I wonder if it had anything to do with me insisting you didn't play a maternal roll for me. Aunt or something but never a mom. I had a great mom. Since your passing I have come to realize you were like a mom to me in some ways. It is all so confusing and feels like it is a dishonor to my mom.