If you saw me, you wouldn't think I am depressed (well, maybe if I haven't trimmed my beard for a while). In reality, everything is too much work. I just recently cleaned up my apartment for the first time in 3 weeks!! Most of the time I have no mood to talk to anyone. I sleep at daytime, and stay awake all night. I don't sleep more than 8 hours, but I have no energy to do anything other than sitting and surfing the Internet and watching YouTube and Netflix. I don't go out very much, unless for necessities. I think I have some apathetic tendencies that I don't care about anything or anyone at this stage, but I get very sensitive and cry when watching emotional videos or scenes.