This is my 8th year spending this night alone. It feels sad, because it's the time of the year I remember the most how alone and lonely I am. I deleted my Facebook account a couple of months ago, but I was feeling even worse when I saw all these parties and people having fun and wishing each others happy new year, while I am reading what they have done, watching them from behind my screen. I ended up doing something simple: grilled some chicken on my George Foreman grill with some French fries