mine is....

what's the point of 2019 and a new year, when the last 15 or so years for me have been nothing but depression

I really can't see myself going through another year of... well, nothing's happening, the days are just passing by- before you know it 2019 would have past and I'd have accomplished nothing (this is made worse by not knowing what I want in life)

can't think of a flip thought

just that maybe this forum will be here for me.