I can understand that you're worried about the others

but also- if you feel it's what you need, it's what you need.

it's better to go to hospital than it is to sit at home getting worse

and hey, you never know, you might share the ward with some really nice people.

I had my doubts a few times about the people who I shared with but I've met some really nice people (the war veteran being most noteworthy)

((((hugs))))