Imagine feeling trapped. A prisoner with no cage.
An intelligent person, but mind warped due to life long conditioning?
Preventing your escape as there is no self.
No self esteem, no self confidence. No solid beliefs or understanding of feelings, desires/wants, needs..

Lost alone.
Lost in the crowd.
Following hopeful and hopelessly others to try to understand life.
To understand myself, humanity.
To have atleast most basic needs met...

Even if it means remaining what would appear to be a prisoner?
Unhappy and afraid? Unsure of of everything?
Feeling as if have no control doing things you feel like you want and also feeling like you dont want to do the very same things.

The people you are with no doubt dysfunctional and unaware of their own maddness..

2 faced double standard hypocritical bulls*** 😕

Is it just me that is broken and has the problems? Or could it really be that everyone around me is insane and constantly triggering me without concern of their behavior effects on him