My paranoia is running out of control right now. I'm connecting dots that I shouldn't be, nor care about. And I'm talking massive leaps and bounds in reasoning with barely anything backing them up really but a few "hunches". The thing though, is that I'm more heavily medicated now than ever before with 200mgs of Seroquel and 160mgs of Geodon. This illness has ruined my life, regardless if it is a delusion or not.