I feel guilty because I acted out recently. I said mean things on PC because I was hurt by someone's actions and words. I hope no one here thinks I'm a jerk. I am learning from my mistakes and doing the best I can. I also vented on facebook recently. Being openly reactive isn't something that happens often anymore, but it does happen. I'm definitely not perfect. I was in a very vulnerable place. DBT helps though. I am learning. I am doing my best, and then when I know better I do better.