So I had a melt down at work yesterday and I am really embarrassed. But it did generate some results. During this freak-out I pointed out that instead of being set up for success that I was being thrown under the bus. I accused leadership of failing in their responsibilities. Humiliating the way this was all brought about but there was some action that followed. I have been panicking for weeks about today's shift and the new duties and responsibilities that come with it. I've been asking for help and support all along. Well, I finally got some coaching last night on account of my little scene making going into work today a little easier. I am very embarrassed but I finally got some real leadership for a change.