I'm really happy to hear that, WishfulThinker66! I'm so sorry work is being so hard for you but I'm glad you were able to speak up a bit at least. Please don't give up. Work can be really tough, but I hope things will improve for you soon. I'd suggest to not give up your search for a new job. You may be able to find one that suits you better than the current one. Keep looking if you can. Try to hang on, and please don't feel embarassed. It wasn't your fault and it's clear that you're trying your best. You can do this! Feel free to PM me anytime. Sending many hugs to you