You are all probably pretty cool. My friend is about to be hospitalized for Chronic Depression and she sounds a lot like cryingontheinside. She is a fun, giggly, bouncy person (at least she WAS) and I simply cannot fathom why she feels the way she does about herself. The last thing she texted to me was ..."Sorry it is such a downer talking to me.." It actually made me rather angry. It was NEVER anything but enjoyable to converse with her. She is SUCH an interesting individual.