I am grounded now and am able to see different perspectives. I am seriously contemplating taking off until after we go on vacation. I need to somehow collect myself and stop focusing on myself. This means I would start again on Feb. 6th, Wed., I think it is. I told my general practitioner about my issue with memory (especially thinking it was Tuesday and that I see you tomorrow) Unfortunately, even in my grounded state, I can say that this horrible part of me is, in fact, real. Thus far, I have been unable to ascertain whether this if real, or a delusion. I generally am not psychotic (in my opinion). Something physical might be going on. I hope I feel this strong tomorrow, but really, I have no idea. I just don't make sense. I don't understand and would like to. In any event, at this moment, I think taking a vacation from therapy is a good idea. I reserve the right to change my mind. Thank you for your support. This is all just confusing. Hope all is well.