Hi, i already have complex ptsd from childhood abuse. Lots of triggers, really bad. I live in a 5th wheel at a small rv park. 2 days ago i stepped out of my back door and my neghbor had taken their life. Omg i will never forget this, i dont know if i can live here anymore but cant afford to move. It's causing me great anxiety and I don't know what to do with all these emotions any panic attacks them having every time I think about going Out My Backdoor. I just really don't know how to deal with this I've never seen anything like that before.