I'm sorry you felt that way and were lonely. I hope that you find good friends to hang out with in the new year. I too stayed up 'til midnight and then went to bed. Seems to me that the new year is just a different number sometimes but I try to restart some things and finish some other things too. I watched the ball drop on tv and noticed how cold and cramped they were in Times Square and realized how warm and comfortable I was on my couch. I hope you feel better.