Bizi,
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I hope you managed to sleep. I know it's hard, but I believe in you. You can get back to being AF.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba