Ok so 3 years ago, my husband used to psychologically and emotionally abuse me. As a result, I looked on the internet for positive attention and generally ended up in online relationships that way. Was it right, no. I realize that. It was a way for me to cope. It literally terrified me to leave because I also have borderline personality disorder and at the time had three dogs which he (at the time) refused to let me vaccinate and then threatened to tell the cops if ever I left .. or to kill them. (Now we have them vaccinated and he no longer abuses me.) He used to tell me . Everytime we get in an argument, he brings up my unfaithfulness. But today, he was talking about the weapons (in a non-threatening way) he has in the house. I told him they used to scare me, and tried to explain I still have PTSD over those. He accused me of wanting to start a fight. Was I truly wrong?