I'm so sorry, butterfly_angel I understand your fears. I'd advice to give it a try anyway. You may be surprised at yourself for how good you are at this job. Try not to take what your professors say to you too personally. They're only doing this to ensure that you'll be doing a good job. They're not comments directet at you, personally, but just the work you're doing, so that you can improve. Keep working with your therapist about this as that's really important. If you're still not convinced about this, know that there's nothing to be ashamed of in selecting another career. It's perfectly normal. Just do whatever you feel is the right thing to do. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you