Dear No. 3,

Info is useless. I want you. You and No. 1 were the only ones who really helped, and I think she’s retired.

You two helped because you didn’t make up narratives of what I should be or what you thought I was. Info does that. DBC, CW, Piaf, No. 2–they all did that.

I know that’s what people do, I’m sure I do it too, but I’m ****ing sick of it.

ATAT