I have a psychotic disorder and I'm the child of schizophrenics. Save your child. There is care for your husband through mental health services. You are all your baby has. Anyone who has never had a parent this ill, you can't know what it's like to grow up steeped in the psychoses of others. When reality is obliterated and all you know are the hallucinations and delusions of others, your life is forever changed. Reality is forever changed. I wish you well.