Sorry if I am hijacking the thread a little.

I don't know what it's called. I am going through something like this at the moment. It's frustrating that's for sure. I don't know if I want the intensity of goodness to fade away. I know I grieve the thought that it might be like that and I won't ever feel that goodness again and that this dullness is what life really will be like.

I've started wondering if I'm not ultra sensitive to Oxytocin or some other neurochemical. Not that it takes a little for me to feel, more that maybe it takes a lot for me to feel it but once I do the high is so high that I crave more of it. In this way, therapy could be an addiction other than for me, once that fade happens, I don't seem to ever get it back with the same person.