the first thing that comes to my mind is funeral arangements
death could happen anytime, especially for me, who doesn't really want to be here. in my head I've planned it and know what I want, I just havon't told anyone official yet

beyond that,, making sure that I do what I want to do when I'm alive and to find ways to complete everything
for my mother to accept me before she dies (I don't really see that happening, she tells everyone I'm all ready dead), but still it would be nice to make peace with her before it's too late.

everyone I talk to online. honestly I think i'd be nothing if it wasn't for forums like this or all you amazing people. the day I can't use a computer for what ever reason, will be the end of life for me.

are most of your friends male, female, or a mix