I'm so sorry, Dnester Why is your old therapist talking to your new one? I don't think that's allowed without your permission. If you don't want that, I think you have every right to speak up about it. As for your memory, 15 to 20 years ago was a long time ago. I don't think you should be expected to remember everything that happened in your life. Some events just stick in your mind more, but not everything can be remembered. So I wouldn't worry about it too much. As for the rest, I believe you can always ask your therapist for more information. I hope you'll get the help you need. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you