I'm feeling very distracted by thoughts (self- destructive ones)

I might watch bizardvark in a bit- which is like the only thing at the moment that helps. that said, I just found out my favorite character isn't even
going to be in season 3 of the show so it probably won't even be that funny (and It probably won't have the same theme tune either.). can you tell I'm
obsessed with bizardvark?

had my shower today which didn't help. made me feel gross and horrible

0 hours of sleep, which, even though it's bad every night,,, is particuarly bad because my back is killing me from chronic pain