This is not allowed. It is not allowed that I have any opinions about anything that are not pleasant. And most of all, I “must not speak”
so tired of this
And “medication compliant? What a sick joke. I’m allergic to all the meds. And why would the medics care. I “don’t even exist”

I had a long conversation with papa bear trying to explain why “I” said something he found very hurtful. This was not intentional. Anyone who knows me, knows I’m not a horrible bear. But more and more I do not wish to associate with the “real” world with their tedious judgments and lack of understanding. Naturally, “I” am not allowed to judge anything, ever. Or that is the message the “world” gives me. Eff them all, bs.....

(Not about anyone on pc)