I'm so sorry you're not getting the help you need, katydid777 I'd probably decide to stay if I were in your shoes, since I'd say it's better than not getting help at all. However, that's just my opinion and you don't have to follow it, especially if you're struggling economically. So I'd understand your decision either way. Just think about it and take all the time you need to make your decision. Is there any friend or family member that could help you or give you some advice? I'm so sorry, please don't give up. Things can get better. I'm glad PC is at least helping you a bit. That's better than nothing, right? Don't worry, we'll always be around for you. We all love you here. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you