I'm so sorry, xmascarol If it's stressing you out so much, I'd suggesto to talk to your doctor about this and see how it goes from there. Maybe that could help. Hopefully he/she will have some suggestions to help you deal with this. Try to avoid weather reports if you can, otherwise you may get even more anxiety. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. I hope you'll be able to solve this problem. Sometimes weather can be scary. We're here to give support if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you